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Name: becca
Birthday: 4/24/1989
Gender: Female
Interests: God, hanging with friends, volleyball, showchoir, spending my summers at camp assurance..=), singing, dancing in the rain, different bands, learning guitar, LIFELIGHT!!!, relient k all the way..
Expertise: definately sleeping..living for Christ, and being the greatest person that i can for You
Occupation: Student
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AIM:  blondygrl435
Member Since:
7/28/2003
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| so its june and i DEFINATELY am out of high school! horray! this fall i plan to head to JUDSON! yes..thats in chicago area! horray. for the summer..im working at the DUMBEST place ever, and, actually the work isnt that bad..its just..i am torn away from my ministry..*sigh*
in other words, i CANNOT wait to leave. all of this crap thats happening right now..getting away for 5-6 hours, 5-6 days, or even a couple weeks is not enough. it all just comes like a roaring flash back..and 10 hours of seperation will definatly be good for them AND me.
i miss my kiddos from LV like crazy. please pray for them..they definatly need it and i would completely appreciate it! also, all of you are at camp..experiencing God..and oil. you guys are in my thoughts and prayers..and i hope you have an amazing week.
i must be heading out...
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| weeeeee! its almost easter...and the DH are coming home! woot woot! perhaps ill get some talking done  the rest of this past week has panned out pretty good...and lifes not super busy anymore..which is GREAT so folks...the moment you have all been waiting for.....
THE GRAND COLLEGE CHOICE!
the end of march and early april seem to be "lets send out super financial aid packages" times for colleges. ive received a package from each school, and then FAFSA decided to go all...oh you qualify for another academic scholarship so we'll notify your colleges and then you have to send a bunch more crap to them! point being, i just sent out a ton more stuff, but today i received my package from bethel, really what ive been waiting for since um...like august when i went up to visit the school and then fell in love with it and all it had to offer.
as time rolled along, and He kept shutting the door, i questioned what would come of next fall. with the package in my hand, i knew why He didnt bother to allow me to qualify for the music scholarship, because it wouldnt have mattered anyways and just would have gotten my lil heart all excited. yes thats right, i completely 100%ly made up my mind TODAY that i cannot go to bethel. it really was a sad choice, but completely would have been a dumb choice if i would have said yes. i simply cannot afford to have $70,920 in student loans after only going for 4 years. im pretty sure thats a disgusting number....(throw up...) so, nope...not going there...FOR SURE. (btw..it feels great to actually know what you are doing! hah)
whats left....JUDSON!!! sioux falls, and northwestern. considering the other two are like an afternoon drive to the park, i now must attend a school basically in Chicago....HORRAY...er..i mean...oh darn. it is a little far...like 540ish miles...but hey..what you love is what you love right! im really excited.....itll be good times. happy Easter...Jesus loves you! | | |
| so..its april fool's day and i dont even have anything really to laugh at. so this is going to be a depressing thing b/c im pretty upset. this whole semester has been freaking really gay. first, for no apparent reason, my puppy that we hadnt even had for 6 months dies. my dad tells me no more dog until after summer travels...aka...im already in college. so basically...i wont be able to have a dog/ever see my family's new dog. i love dogs. then, people lying to me left and right. if you arent gonna do something, FREAKING dont tell me you will cuz you will just lead me to believe it and then probably break my heart. friendships that used to be there are blown by the wayside because of this stupid world and everyone getting caught up in it. oh, and the best one yet, signups end in 4 DAYS and i still dont know where YOU are. hiding isnt funny..and its making me sad, so you should probably just come out and scare me! also, the rapist has returned in all forms, and thats really annoying. a few pretty awesome things have happened i guess...
-our friendship...its amazing. YOU are totally awesome...my other half....i love you...
-you surprised me the other night w/ a call. we are getting better..and the ridge is getting smaller...
-seeing random people that really mean a lot to me...and...figuring out my next four years i guess its just frustrating. someone else has it worse than me obv, but, its still really stressful and carries a huge drag on life. i cant wait till 30ish school days from now...then itll be over....and a lot of the lameness. i dont know if i can take going through another average day. i need something profound...........but really i just need You all my love.... | | |
| 2 months and one day later!!!!! hah..sorry AGAIN guys.  this year has been going pretty good for the most part. scholarships are coming out of my ears, show choir is going pretty good, solo small group is going great, college classes are boring, but not too shabby. i love my strawberry friend so much..you are definatley my FAVORITE!  i havent COMPLETELY decided on a college yet, but im about 90% sure that this fall will find me in chicago! horray! HAH. if you really wanna know whats up, join facebook, get on msn, send me an email, or just call me! i love you all! -bec- | | |
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ok, so its official, i suck at updating. im really
sorry all of you fellow xangers, but facebook has kinda taken over, and since
most of you have it, you know this by now. anyways..i guess
its 2007 eh. this is so exciting!! FINALLY the year i graduate in has
arrived and i couldnt be more....emotionally confused! dont get me wrong,
im psyched about getting outta here, the only thing is, what comes after here,
or acutally where. elementary education, yes, that is going to be my
major, so you can just sketch that OFF your list of things to ask me
now, lets see, why is the choice so hard----because BOTH schools rock my world.
school #1) Bethel University - St. Paul, MN and #2) Judson College (soon to be
univ) - Elgin, IL. both start at like the same price..30 grandish, but with
scholarships and such, they both bring the cost down quite a bit.
im stealing this quote from a good friend, but its all for
good reasons. im not sure if we are
meaning it for the same thing, but, it kinda hits home for what ive been
thinking for a long time..its about hope. "...a time to give
up..." God says there's a time for that. Even if i decide to
give up hoping for this thing or even am forced to give up, it doesn't
mean that i've failed. that's almost a comforting thought - almost. (good
friend) is it my time to give up on
this, am i wasting my time on stuff that later wont be in some crazy way wasting time on me? i have
no idea. somedays..if only i knew. breaking out one of my famous quotes – not even
cool God!
on a lighter note, the fam is all together until Tuesday and
has been since Thursday. its fantastic. second semester is up soon, and well, then it
shall be over and ill be moving on….i cant wait! my witcc class went well, 96 baby! i got my ACT scores back, and yes, God is good..a 25 for me. i couldnt have been more excited, and well, its actually kinda a funny story, ask if you wanna hear it sometime! show choir performs in less than a month and thats kinda a scary thought! scholarhips and other random crap keep me going. i hope you are well too...much love!
-bec-
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